Spent a few hours here last night...
Here's what I learned:
1) I need to steel myself to witness my girl in pain. With each contraction (that turned out to be false labor), I wanted to run and stay and take it all away all at the same time. There's a PTSD response, big-time.
2) Even if I don't get invited into the birthing room, being close will be enough. Sometimes that's what motherhood looks like-- being close for whatever my babes need.
3) I am 100% ready for the day my girl has her boy!!!
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